You'll never find true happiness, till you find what makes you happy.

Well i am not with Michael anymore but i wish i were but he says he doesny trust me, well without trust you cant have a relationship so i guess its for the best i guess time will tell. I have a myspace for any who wants to visit it.... it is.... www.myspace.com/is_it_time_420 its a good site everyone should go see it.

Its been quite a tough year but i have made it through, without a car, or any other privilages to speak of. Well i talked to Michael yesterday, he was in a pissy mood and was acting like a jerk, but everyone has those days. He told me that if he gets the job he wants he might be coming home in a matter of two months, how awesome is that?! I love him to death and miss him terribly. I wish he were here with me... :-(    Anyways other than that life has been good, i think tonight or tomorrow night i will call Travis and ask him how his prom went. Well thats all for now, i will post again soon, i am at the library now, sorry for the ghetto-ness of this. Oh well...who cares? Much Love!

Brianna

Yes, i definatly could be worse off, but for the past two days i've been sick. I feel like crap, it's all allergies i think, b/c my stomach doesn't hurt, it's all in my head. Ahhhhh, it's driving me crazy, horrible headaches, and btw i can't smell anything. Alright, so i definatly burnt myself a cd today its a big mix of up-to-date songs that make you wanna dance or maybe just workout, i worked out the day or should i say night before i got sick. The reason i say night is that it was @ night when i started working out, i heard this song and it just made me wanna work out. Okay so i am definatly starting to get a good stomach, good look i mean, not ripped abs but a toned look, not a fatty! haha, i went to the doctor the day before i got sick too, how crazy is that? Anyways we wont go into the whole doctors appointment thing. I just realized i havent blogged in awhile. I got a dress for the formal or im going to, its on hold, my mom said she wont buy it unless i find a date, how mean is that? i never pegged her to be that way, but she is, well i think ill get it either way but i would like a date, it would be a little more fun. Gaaahhh! I feel like crap, oh h/o someones @my door...
okay im back it was one of my friends, i can honestly say i've rid myself of Tara forever! She got me in a load of trouble and i've blocked her # from my home, and also she dropped out of school so i dont even see her there anymore. Good for me, im sick of lose'in everything and everyone i care about for one stupid person, a bad person, a bad influence. I want to go back to the way things were, when i was w/Travis and things were all good, i didnt drink or even think about skipping school, i want that all back, im really trying to get that back, that feeling of safeness, love, and just a positive outlook all around. Well i guess we'll all see wont we? i hope things get better, i cant have it handed to me, i wont have it that way, i want to earn it, earn the trust back, earn everything ive lost back again. So theres my goal for the year. Much Love!
~Brianna

So i did attend the Keith Urban concert tonight and i have o say that it was just fantastic, i love him!!!!!!!!! I do, i cant help it. so i was just replying to one of my buds, Kris, and i noticed after the fact that there was some typo's. I cant help it i type fasst and sometimes i hitt more than one key at a timekdsjgarhgkdeng;hdrh. Hahaha, how do ya like those typo's????????? Well theres not that much left to say, i am Brianna, soccer practice stats back up on Mon, next mon that iis not on our one day off, im gonna kill that Charles Lindsey fellow, oh wait i cant for my love kristen has already done it, she took care of him. Well much love!

~Brianna

Today i go to the Keith Urban concert. It's gonna rock my socks off! So last night i went to my first Icebears game. It was definatly fun. I am very into those violent sports. I even got a shirt signed which was cool. Yep, so the formal is in less than 2weeks and still i have no date, but i am gonna ask someone, oh i bet you wish you knew who i am asking! Im just kiddin, or as me and Kris say J/K!!!!!!!! Hahaha! I know thats not funny to anyone but me. and of course Kristen! But oh well. So i must go now for i have to go to the mall and get a shirt to wear to the Keith Urban concert! So much love to everyone!

~Brianna